What Solitude Revealed:
A reflection on creative transmutation, spiritual surrender, and the sacredness of quiet.
I’m sure those who’ve been following my work over the past few years have noticed a pretty big transformation—visually, spiritually, and creatively.
At the beginning of my career, I was much more open, a lot more vocal about every little thing that I was doing. But over time, especially after experiencing some deep personal challenges, I learned the sacred art of being quiet. I learned how important it was to protect the space where I was growing.
I became more private—not because I had less to say, but because I was learning how to listen. How to listen to God. How to let spirit lead, especially as I was being asked to evolve.
That privacy allowed me to start expanding as an artist in a much deeper way.
The release of identity within my visual work—specifically moving away from portraits and figurative pieces—wasn’t just a stylistic decision. It was a spiritual surrender.
At the end of 2023, I went through intense challenges in my business. It brought me to a halt. I had to take a step back and reassess everything—
During that period, I prayed. I asked God to help me release any false identity I had built around who I thought I was as an artist. I asked to be emptied of all ego and expectation.
I said, “Use me. Let whatever You want to create through me be expressed. Let the work be medicine. Let it be for the people. Let me be a vessel.”
That prayer cracked something open. In December 2023, I returned to North Carolina—the first place my family and I lived when we arrived in the U.S.—and I went into full isolation in the mountains. I needed to be somewhere still, somewhere honest. That healing period became a womb space for everything that would come next.
It was there that I began recording poetry as part of a daily healing practice, and new abstract works started pouring through me like visual downloads—strong, fast, undeniable. I didn’t question them. I just received.
And while I was painting, God started speaking to me. Giving me messages that were potent and clear. It felt like I was on the edge of something—catching what was being given, while simultaneously learning how to hold it, how to translate it, how to share it with the world.
All of 2024 was quiet for me publicly, but it was deeply loud in my spirit. I needed time to listen.
And I’m so grateful I honored that. It showed me what it means to start again—not from scratch, but from alignment. It showed me what it means to let God work through me, rather than in front of me or around me.
By October of 2024, that surrender began to stretch into all areas of my life—not just creatively, but personally. My obedience became a lifestyle.
That meant cleansing: removing toxins from my body, letting go of vices, walking away from choices that no longer served my highest self. I started working with a therapist I’m deeply grateful for. And I started making decisions that reflected the future I’m building, not the past I was trying to survive.
And that decision—to surrender fully and allow my connection with God to guide every part of my life—became the most important decision I’ve ever made.
It healed parts of me I didn’t even know were fractured. And I watched, almost as an observer, as God started to soften and rewire my heart, my mind, my habits, my vision.
The Godsflow series came out of that place. It wasn’t just a visual shift. It was a spiritual one. It was a magnetic pull toward divine frequency. A desire to align with a deeper current.
Every piece in the collection holds that frequency. It carries codes. Lessons. Messages. And I’m going to begin sharing more about what each painting means—so you’re not left to decode, but instead can receive what Spirit was whispering through me at the time.
I’m grateful for how the work has been received.
I’m grateful for the patience my supporters have shown as I evolve.
And I’m proud of the woman I’ve become in the process.
I’ve never been someone who creates to fit expectations.
My art will always reflect where I truly am, spiritually and emotionally.
And where I am now is full surrender. Servitude. Discipline.
My creativity is no longer driven by pressure—it’s led by purpose.
I believe that artists are here to help the culture breathe.
To create visual and emotional language for things people feel, but can’t yet name.
To mirror life. To make beauty from truth.
I want to be clear: I’m not here to create for the sake of creating.
I’m here to serve. To contribute to something much bigger than me.
Yes, I remain private—because what I create now is sacred.
But I also want you to know: I go through deep emotional and spiritual waves, just like you.
And I no longer rely on my own strength to carry me through those moments.
I lean on God. I allow Spirit to breathe the lessons into my being.
Because that’s how we grow. That’s how we remember.
And that’s why I’m sharing this.
Even if I’m not as vocal as I once was, the depth of my learning has only intensified.
I believe the things we go through in silence are often the most powerful.
But powerful doesn’t mean private forever.
So I’ll be sharing more.
More insights, more reflections, more truths behind the work—so you know what lives inside each piece.
Because this next chapter of creation isn’t about mystery. It’s about meaning.
The pen may be in my hand,
but the message is coming from God.
I’m just listening.
And I hope this reflection inspires you to do the same:
To pause. To ask who’s guiding your life.
To get honest about your alignment.
And to move forward from spirit, not survival.
With love,
Alejandra